lonely_punk
13 September 2011 @ 01:15 am
I'm planning an early Christmas present for Aimee/Birthday present for myself. It shall be a two day adventure and I'm really excited!

The first day will be on my birthday in December. Aimee and I will drive down to Orlando and get a room at the double tree (her mom works for them so she can get a discount so a room will be like 50$!). At 6ish, we will get dinner or something to eat and head to the House of Blues and go to a Skrillex concert. SO EXCITED FOR THATTT. After that, we'll prolly eat something and head back to le hotel and sleep so good.

THE SECOND DAY OH GOD OH GOD. We're gonna go to HARRY POTTER WORRRLLLLDDD!!!!! Spend ALLLL DAY THERE! EAT ALL THE FOOD! DRINK ALL THE BUTTERBEER!! Like... HP world wasn't part of the plan at first... But then I realized that we'd be RIGHT THERE so why not?

Price list:
Tickets for Skrillex- 39$ (x2)
Gas- 50$
hotel- 50$
1 day 1 park pass- 85$ (x2)
food- ???

I think that's it. I'm buying her Skrillex ticket... but she is on her own for HP world because I am NOT made of money. lol Plus it's my birthday... I'd like to have a little money for myself, you know? So what I'm seeing right now is for everything EXCEPT food and drink the bottom lime for me is 238$. Most likely I'll bump it up to 400$ just in case. Aimee won't have to pay as much. Prolly just like... 110$, unless she'd like to help with gas which would be great. Plus food.

This is the best idea I've prolly ever had. BRO BRO BRO. I AM SO EXCITED!
 
 
lonely_punk
06 September 2011 @ 05:57 pm
I'm been sickly for the past 5 or 6 days.

I realized that it was just me getting on my period which I haven't had one since... June I think. It's because of my Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome.

This period... has been... the worst.... in a very long time. It's so bad I'm getting sick and getting heachaches.

Plus my job sucks so I'm starting to look for a new one... I applied to a place called Acosta last night... they pretty much just zone and restock certain products in certain stores... I'm also going to apply at the Sam's Club I work in right now... but for Sam's and not as a Demo bitch. I can't stand Mrs. Sharon and the continuous changing of rules. It's stupid. PLUS I've been there a year and a half.... not one raise... and when I asked for one... they don't answer you and ignore the issue. Fuck you then, I'm gone.

I literally feel like eating everything and then throwing it all back up... I just feel so bad.

Well.... I hope ya'lls Labor Day weekend was a million times better than mine, because I feel like stabbing everything around me.
 
 
 
lonely_punk
28 July 2011 @ 12:51 am
So this is the stuff that's happened after the New Orleans trip. Just random stuff, mainly drama, but some good stuff. Soon I'll be posting pictures with captions and stuff.

Read more... )
 
 
lonely_punk
28 July 2011 @ 12:43 am
  Here it is:

Read more... )
 
 
lonely_punk
07 June 2011 @ 11:32 am
 My mom deserved a good present this year and she's been through a lot and I didn't have the money at the time, but I did yesterday.

I bought her a new stove... with a ceramic top... and she's gonna die.

It's being delivered in like 30 minutes.  I'm excited.

I asked her last night why we have a jank stove and when we might get another one.  She gave me this sad ass look and said she just doesn't have the money.  Later I told her her present was coming today and she needs to leave the house because it's a surprise...  and i told her she MIGHT even like it better than last years present.  lol

I hope he likes it and doesn't get mad at me for spending 500$ on a new stove.  I told her i've been saving up...  so...  maybe she'll believe that..  lmao
 
Excited...  nervous.  I just want them to get here and get this over with.
 
 
lonely_punk
16 May 2011 @ 01:53 am
 I'm sorry I haven't updated on FOREVER.  I'm not really sure where I left off, but I guess I'll start off back on Aimee's 21st birthday.

That was April 29-30th. We got all fierce and shit and went and ate at Olive Garden.  My mom, aunt Rosie, Aimee's mom, dad, brother, and sister was there... Sprinkles, Christian, Shelby, Aimee and myself.  That was the whole party.  We ate like crazy.  lol  We got a hotel room for the after party, which was JANK AS SHIT, and we drank some jager bombs and headed out to River Street.  Shelby drove the whole night and we jammed to some major dubstep that Christian produced.  We got downtown and went to the Bar Bar which is under ground which in City Market... and we drank.... I drank a red headed slut... a cherry bomb....  actually... that wasn't a lot.  lmao.  Aimee had a red headed slut and an "adam bomb". Guys hit on us non stop.  lmao  we left and staggered off to Wet Willies on River Street. I love that place.  LOVE LOVE LOVE.   We sat on River Street for a while and then staggered over to Five Guys burgers and fries...  I love love love that place.  I had to wat outside because we still had alcohol and they wouldn't let that in, so I talked to Shelby's boyfriend and watched a guy throw up on the side walk...  two ladies were talking to/about me saying I was awesome and everything.   lmao  I swear I complimented everyone that passed.  lmao.  I went in and ordered my food... the cashier said I was the best looking girl that had come into the place yet...  and that was saying a lot considering it was a prom night.  I was so fucking drunk...  I was like zomg thank youuuu..  lmao   Well after that we went to the hotel room and met a new gay guy named Darin.  He is awesome...  More jager bombs at the hotel... I lost my gold nose ring and a diamond earring down the drain.  :(   Had some purple drank and I don't even know.  lmao   I was so drunk that when I woke up the next morning... I was still drunk...  and so was Aimee.  we were so fucked up.  lmao  I had so much fun though. 

uhh.... the next big thing was...  uhh.... school? I did my finals and I wasn't sure How I did...  I was hoping I'd get like... a C, and maybe hopefully the rest B's...  I would never dream of an A... Well my english teacher hadn't given ANY tests... quizzes... anything.  We were supposed to like... present a website we made, but she decided against that...  so... yeah...  that was the class I was the most worried about.  lmao.  Well, Last week... around Thursday actually... I looked and I literally... made all As and Bs.  I cried, I won't deny it...  I don't know what happened or what I did....  Especially with this divorce happening... I'm surprised my grades didn't go down.  I made an A in my English class... and B's in most of my other classes. But yeah.  I AM AWESOME THIS SEMESTER. 

Now... Mother's Day. I'm poor... So I didn't get my mom anything, but I told her that I was going to get her something good like last year and I decided this year I'll get her a nice stove. :))  I'll get that sometime within the next weeks. But we went to see Great Grandma Parker and we went ahead and told the family about the divorce.  They cried, but we talked them through it.  On the drive home... mom and I were talking aout going to the beach the next day but then she was like... " Why waste money at Hilton Head when we could use that money to drive to New Orleans."  Well...  what had happened was... we had a short awkward silence... and I told her I didn't have to work until Friday afternoon.  It took us about 5 minutes to agree on a super impromptu trip to New Orleans. We called our friends in Alabama and New Orleans and Monday morning we left. We went to Grand Bay, Alabama and stayed there over night. Chilled Tuesday until about 3ish.  I swam in their pool and walked around the yard... it was very nice there. We left for the 2 hour drive to New Orleans.  We went and texted James...  he told us to come to his job and park. We did and he told us that that day at lunch he was playing on the slot machines and won 500$. He bought everything for us.  We drank at the little pub across from his job... then we went down to the French Quarters and drank the most at a little gay bar called The Golden Lantern.  We. drank. so. much. I had... uh... 2 hairy navels, a lemondrop, a red headed slut, omg I drank more than that but I can't remember.  Then we went into a candy store and bought some stuff...  then we went to Bourbon Street to the Gay bar there called Bourbon Pub. Had a BEAST ASS CHERRY BOMB.  It was fantastically amazing. We went into a bg ass shiny jewelry store where James bought me amazing things! We staggered over to the Cats Meow and listened/sang along to karaoke. lmaooo  I stopped ordering drinks because I still had another cherry bomb in my hand and mom got a t-shirt that says, "A little pussy can't hurt"  It's too big, but I'm thinking about cutting it up and making it fit better.... But I dunno yet.  lol   Then we DROVE (my mom and James) to Popeyes and got some po-boys... then to CVS and got some wine and James bought me an amazing ass wallet. We drove to his house and I ate the fuck out of my po-boy and fell asleep in my chair while they talked.  I somehow ended up on a couch and I slept so hard so good.    The next day was a lazy day and Mrs. Jean talked so much about nothing to her dog that I continued to sleep until James got home from work.  Me and Him took a shot... and that was it.  lol     Then we went down to Cafe du Monde and OUR WAITER WAS SO FUCKING FOINE.  He was legit french SDRGBNJOLKMNBVFDES.   I cannot even right now.  lmao He was amazing though.  The next day we left and it was sad and I love New Orleans...  

Um other than that... I'm gonna be at home and cleaning for the next few days.  I'm really glad to be cleaning and getting organized again.  <3

Sorry for taking so long to update.  I'll try to update more often during the summer.   Love you guys!  :)))
 
 
lonely_punk
02 May 2011 @ 12:37 am
 and I'm listening to Obama's speech.

Obama, dude.... stop making me cry...  your words are so fucking beautiful. So. Fucking. Beautiful.
 
 
lonely_punk
 Like really bad.  

Not like in a sexual way....  but I dunno if it's just him or just hanging out with him and julie and nikki all together like we always did. 

I miss just hanging out with my old friends.  

I also miss hanging out with Jess and Cassie.   

I miss corkey... erica... 

SOMETIMES...  (and I ONLY mean sometimes.) Nick....  i guess it's cause i was with him too long 24/7. ugh.

 But tonight...  I was deleting pictures on FB, and saw a picture of him and I and I just got that nostalgia feeling.   
 
Fucking college....  I can't wait for summer, dude...  can't wait.
 
 
lonely_punk
09 April 2011 @ 01:10 am
 Day trip with my dad.
        He offerered to bring me out to the Georgia Ports Authority to the river cranes and ride one. Of course I Accepted and after rescheduling my dentist appointment, we went and it was really cool.  I got clearance to go in and ride a crane. He introduced me to his bosses and his co workers and stuff. I went up on a 200 foot crane and I look a few pictures of it all, it was really cool.  It made me feel like a little kid shadowing my dad.  lol

But we went out and ate lunch together and talked a good bit.  I could never tell him what I really felt because I felt weird about it, but I'll be able to say it soon, I know it.
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My mom's breakdown
    Well...  This past wednesday ( April 6th) I was in my ethics class when my mom texted me freaking out. It scared me beyond all measure because she said she made dad take his clothes and even his recliner and told him to never come back around without calling her first.  She said she had been crying for 2 hours and she was so broken and she didn't have anyone but me and I was at school and she was so alone and everything was horrible.  I told her I would be home in an hour, but she told me to stay for my last clas and that she would be fine.  I tried to talk her down and told her to call one of her friends.
 
Everything of his is out of the house now... so I think it's all okay and It's all finished I think.
 
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Classes/Grade
 
OMG I AM DOING GREAT IN SCHOOL!  I don't really know how...  but I'm not gonna argue it at all.  I think I'm making a B in my History, and both my psych classes.  I dunno what i'm making in my english class because....  we don't have grades yet.....?  lol   It's a weird class.
 
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Family living with us
 
      SO what had happened was...  my aunt was cooking fries in cooking oil in her house... and she forgot about them....  and the kitchen caught on fire. Fire department put it out and left....  it started up again and fire department soaked the whole house and put it out for good.  Well... then they went to a hotel to live because it burned a hole in the roof....  and then Auttie, my baby cousin had to have brain surgery and everything was crazy all at the same time.  (This was around the same time dad was found out and it was just so crazy)  So after the surgery, momma invited her to stay with us for as long as she would like. So Auttie, Pam, and Cotton has been here for two weeks, they went and stayed with another friend for a week, and now they're back.  Mom and I had to share MY bed for the 2 weeks they were here..  needless to say... that's not happening this time around..  lol
 
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Possible trip to Alabama when this semester ends
 
FUCK YES!  Mom needs to visit with her best friend and I would LOVE to go too, mom said she couldn't go by herself anyways.... so....  yeah.  That means that if we go, we'll most likely go to New Orleans too since it's only 2 hours away.  I hope this can go down.  I love just gettng out of the state and since my Spring Break was all fucked up.... I need some beach time away from home. 
 
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Eating Habits.
 
Ever since the divorce started to go down, We've been eating out a lot.  My mom has been dropping weight like crazy, which is understandable.  I, on the other hand, is gaining the weight she is losing.  She's down to 218 and I'm up to like... 250.  I was doing so good at 230-something.  I need to stop eating out so much.... but I can't....    UUUGHHH.  I don't know what to do.  :/
 
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Johnathan.  0.o

Alright...  i'm sure you've noticed that I skipped over that part and I did that because it's the longest part.   Johnathan is a friend I met thru a friend at college.  I tried to hook him up with my gay friend Jay... (Johnathan says he's gay). Now.... THAT ended horribly, btw. Well...  I try to stay friends with people as much as possible...  so... Yeah.  Well he posted a thing on tumblr last night that reads as such:

"I know everyone around me thinks I am completely gay, but I am not. I am bisexual, so what I am about to say is okay, right? I have feelings for a girl. I see this girl frequently and have known her long enough to say she is a friend. I have seen her ups and her downs just this year and feel like I could support her if she needed me there to do so. She is really cute, really funny, and I feel like I would be able to carry on a decent conversation with her because she is super intelligent. But I know…I know that if I ever…If I ever asked this girl out the answer would blatantly be “No.” I feel sure because I am pretty sure I am not her type.  I have never done half the things she does now. And she seems like that kind of person who, if you are going to date her, wants her boyfriend to be on level ground with her and participate in her habits. And the other reason is because her two best friends would…probably de-best friend her for dating me because apparently I am epitome stalker.  It sucks, right? I am telling Tumblr this instead of saying to her face. I can’t take rejection right now. I just went through that AGAIN. Maybe she will read this and know exactly who she is. Maybe she won’t. If she does, I hope she says something about it in the future because I want her to know. This is not me being a creeper. This is me voicing how I feel about this person. And, by all means, I hope to God that at this point, if she reads and knows, she keeps her two bff’s out of it for now. This is the last thing they need to hear."

Alright...  so...  this is about me. Yeah...  I'm NOT into blatant gay guys. He is gay.... gaygaygay.  I'm all for gay people, really...  but I can't date a gay person. I would definitely reject his offer to go out with me. Why did he think that I would read this... and my "bff's" wouldn't?  I didn't tell them.... they read this and KNEW automatically.  AUTOMATICALLY that it was me.  Yeah...  many laughs, many "ews" heard.  lol    Well...  Cassie told me to ignore him... But what I'm gonna do is pretend like I didn't read it if he asks me...  and if he gets wind that my friends know... I'm gonna be lke... well...  you aren't just followed by me... some of my friends follow your tumblr too... so they naturally saw it and knew it was about me.  

I think it's a good system.

But yeah... it's 1am and I'm so TIRED.  I'm gonna go to bed. GOOD NIGHT!