Day trip with my dad. He offerered to bring me out to the Georgia Ports Authority to the river cranes and ride one. Of course I Accepted and after rescheduling my dentist appointment, we went and it was really cool. I got clearance to go in and ride a crane. He introduced me to his bosses and his co workers and stuff. I went up on a 200 foot crane and I look a few pictures of it all, it was really cool. It made me feel like a little kid shadowing my dad. lol
But we went out and ate lunch together and talked a good bit. I could never tell him what I really felt because I felt weird about it, but I'll be able to say it soon, I know it.
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My mom's breakdown Well... This past wednesday ( April 6th) I was in my ethics class when my mom texted me freaking out. It scared me beyond all measure because she said she made dad take his clothes and even his recliner and told him to never come back around without calling her first. She said she had been crying for 2 hours and she was so broken and she didn't have anyone but me and I was at school and she was so alone and everything was horrible. I told her I would be home in an hour, but she told me to stay for my last clas and that she would be fine. I tried to talk her down and told her to call one of her friends.
Everything of his is out of the house now... so I think it's all okay and It's all finished I think.
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Classes/Grade
OMG I AM DOING GREAT IN SCHOOL! I don't really know how... but I'm not gonna argue it at all. I think I'm making a B in my History, and both my psych classes. I dunno what i'm making in my english class because.... we don't have grades yet.....? lol It's a weird class.
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Family living with us
SO what had happened was... my aunt was cooking fries in cooking oil in her house... and she forgot about them.... and the kitchen caught on fire. Fire department put it out and left.... it started up again and fire department soaked the whole house and put it out for good. Well... then they went to a hotel to live because it burned a hole in the roof.... and then Auttie, my baby cousin had to have brain surgery and everything was crazy all at the same time. (This was around the same time dad was found out and it was just so crazy) So after the surgery, momma invited her to stay with us for as long as she would like. So Auttie, Pam, and Cotton has been here for two weeks, they went and stayed with another friend for a week, and now they're back. Mom and I had to share MY bed for the 2 weeks they were here.. needless to say... that's not happening this time around.. lol
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Possible trip to Alabama when this semester ends
FUCK YES! Mom needs to visit with her best friend and I would LOVE to go too, mom said she couldn't go by herself anyways.... so.... yeah. That means that if we go, we'll most likely go to New Orleans too since it's only 2 hours away. I hope this can go down. I love just gettng out of the state and since my Spring Break was all fucked up.... I need some beach time away from home.
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Eating Habits.
Ever since the divorce started to go down, We've been eating out a lot. My mom has been dropping weight like crazy, which is understandable. I, on the other hand, is gaining the weight she is losing. She's down to 218 and I'm up to like... 250. I was doing so good at 230-something. I need to stop eating out so much.... but I can't.... UUUGHHH. I don't know what to do. :/
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Johnathan. 0.o
Alright... i'm sure you've noticed that I skipped over that part and I did that because it's the longest part. Johnathan is a friend I met thru a friend at college. I tried to hook him up with my gay friend Jay... (Johnathan says he's gay). Now.... THAT ended horribly, btw. Well... I try to stay friends with people as much as possible... so... Yeah. Well he posted a thing on tumblr last night that reads as such:
"I know everyone around me thinks I am completely gay, but I am not. I am bisexual, so what I am about to say is okay, right? I have feelings for a girl. I see this girl frequently and have known her long enough to say she is a friend. I have seen her ups and her downs just this year and feel like I could support her if she needed me there to do so. She is really cute, really funny, and I feel like I would be able to carry on a decent conversation with her because she is super intelligent. But I know…I know that if I ever…If I ever asked this girl out the answer would blatantly be “No.” I feel sure because I am pretty sure I am not her type. I have never done half the things she does now. And she seems like that kind of person who, if you are going to date her, wants her boyfriend to be on level ground with her and participate in her habits. And the other reason is because her two best friends would…probably de-best friend her for dating me because apparently I am epitome stalker. It sucks, right? I am telling Tumblr this instead of saying to her face. I can’t take rejection right now. I just went through that AGAIN. Maybe she will read this and know exactly who she is. Maybe she won’t. If she does, I hope she says something about it in the future because I want her to know. This is not me being a creeper. This is me voicing how I feel about this person. And, by all means, I hope to God that at this point, if she reads and knows, she keeps her two bff’s out of it for now. This is the last thing they need to hear."
Alright... so... this is about me. Yeah... I'm NOT into blatant gay guys. He is gay.... gaygaygay. I'm all for gay people, really... but I can't date a gay person. I would definitely reject his offer to go out with me. Why did he think that I would read this... and my "bff's" wouldn't? I didn't tell them.... they read this and KNEW automatically. AUTOMATICALLY that it was me. Yeah... many laughs, many "ews" heard. lol Well... Cassie told me to ignore him... But what I'm gonna do is pretend like I didn't read it if he asks me... and if he gets wind that my friends know... I'm gonna be lke... well... you aren't just followed by me... some of my friends follow your tumblr too... so they naturally saw it and knew it was about me.
I think it's a good system.
But yeah... it's 1am and I'm so TIRED. I'm gonna go to bed. GOOD NIGHT!